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I love the fakes......
02.12.03 @ 10:04
Diaryring of the Day:
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I just love when people are fake. It so brightens my day. Just like when you are sick, your mom says that she'll make you some chicken noodle soup and what does she do? Hands you the can, can opener and pot. That just puts a smile on my face.

Hypocracy is so flagrant here. Hypocracy, that is such a PC term. It really means that you're a fake to put it nicely, or in Alison terms your a pain in the ass who bitches and moans about something and then you go and fucking do it. I will admit that I have done something along those lines, but I try to be aware of it. I think about things that I have done and I bitch at myself for doing so. Then I try and fix it by being more aware of it. But alas, this appears to be to hard for most people. Why think about your past when you can forget it and allow it to repeat itself? It's all about finding the easy way out, isn't it? Personally fuck that bullshit. Lazy ass piece of shit is what those people are, I say. It's all about getting everything your way. Guess what? It's not going to happen. And don't even dare think that I will succomb to that person's will. Trust me I have gotten into many a fight because I don't just give in and I feel so much better than I would if I did succomb. Be intelligent, think for once for fuck's sake. It'd save a lot of people a lot of time and worry if you did.

I probably should have a little disclaimer that people who don't like when others swear should probably not read my diary. But you know what, there are shows out there where people are killed or what not. People are exposed to much worse than anything I could say so why should my language bother people. Oh wait, it's because swearing, by itself leads to delinquency. Please what a crock of shit. If parents just taught their kids that swearing isn't good, or that it is just words to take with a big grain of salt, then maybe, just maybe, swearing would be a big thing. But why try to figure out a way to curb something when you can just complain about how bad it is and how we need to do something about it while sitting on your ass eating french fries and watching porn.

I'm kind of all over the place today. My brain is just being bombarded from all fronts today. Once my Bio test is over with (it's next actually) I hope to be a little clearer in the head. Next week is my PoliSci test but that won't be too bad, he did give us a very nice, general study guide. I just have to go through the chapters again which I will do this weekend. It's Wednesday and I'm already thinking of what I need to get done this weekend. I have a lot that I need to get done though, my PoliSci essay thing on Affirmative Action, the PoliSci test, study for Organic Chem, study for my Forensics test on Tuesday, and something else that I am forgetting, so this weekend my not have anything interesting. To be honest, I hope it is very boring, that way I can get all of my shit done. Friday night is going to be PoliSci night for sure since the essay is pretty easy and for the test I just want to re-read the chapters and take notes on them. Saturday is laundry and Chem day. Then Sunday is study and get ahead day. All work, no play, makes Alison a very happy person. I will finish Two Towers though. Anyways, this section was really just me figuring out what the hell I am going to be doing. That and so no one complains about not updating, because I already feel bad enough, but you can only talk about some many things so many times. Well that's all for today. I hope Sarah and Abby are feeling better. Off to my Bio test. Laterz!

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